Author: N.R. Walker
Publication Date: November 11, 2015
Length: 133 pages
Publisher: BlueHeart Press
Exchange
of Hearts
Blurb:
Eighteen-year-old Harrison Haddon has grown up
alone. Surrounded by wealth, nannies, and material things, all he craves is the
approval of his father. Sent away to the boarding school his father and
grandfather attended, it’s assumed he will follow in their footsteps from
Sydney’s prestigious Ivy League school straight into medical school.
But Harrison doesn’t want to be a doctor.
He dreams of music and classical piano. His
only true happiness, his escape from the world expected of him, is
dismissed by his intolerant and emotionally detached parents.
Levi Aston arrives from London for a
three-month student exchange program. Free-spirited and confident in who he is
and what he wants to do with his life, Levi convinces Harrison not give up on
his dreams.
But convincing Harrison not to give up on
his family might not be so easy.
Excerpt
SYDNEY
CHAPTER ONE
I walked
side by side with the blonde, well-dressed woman and ignored the looks and
laughter from the other guys.
Along with
our student advisor, Miss Goff, I’d been relegated as the welcoming committee
to the new kid. As part of a student exchange program, a kid from England was
joining the ever-so-prestigious St. Michael’s Boarding School for three months.
So, why me?
Why did I get picked to go?
Because he
was going to be my roommate. That was why.
As we got
to the car, Miss Goff stopped. “Oh, I just remembered I left the file in my
office. I’ll be right back, Harrison,” she told me. “Wait here. I won’t be a
minute.”
As she
turned and walked briskly back toward the building, I leaned against the car,
knowing the other kids would soon start with the slurs and teasing. I looked
up, and of course it was him I saw.
“Have fun
with Miss Goff,” Carson taunted me suggestively. The other boys laughed. His personal entourage, of course they
laughed. They were all rugby players, and I was the music nerd. Tall and thin,
my dark hair made my skin look paler than it really was, with long
piano-playing fingers, and I was usually alone—I was the opposite to their
athletic builds and jock-pack mentality. Carson laughed the loudest. “No making
out with the teacher at the airport, Haddon.”
I didn’t
even bother with a comeback. Why fucking bother?
He knew
damn well she wasn’t my type.
She. No, shes
were not my type at all.
He knew this. He knew it damn fucking well. Because he and I had fooled around together. On the quiet, of course. In
the darkened privacy of his room, only when he
was certain there was no one else around, when it suited him.
Just
kissing mostly, rubbing, dry humping—whatever the fuck you wanted to call it.
Making out.
First base. Whatever.
It was
after our last encounter that things changed.
It was
about two in the morning and we’d been making out in his bed. We were both so
hard, and he was whining and moaning as we writhed against one another. So I
slipped my hand under the waistband of his boxers, and I gave him a hand job.
Skin on
skin.
I wrapped
my hand around his dick, pumped and squeezed him, and not a moment later he
came.
It was the
fucking hottest thing. Ever.
But
afterwards, when his mind had cleared of his jizz-high, he was… different. He
pulled away from me and suggested coldly I go back to my room.
It was too
real for him.
I figured
he just needed a day or two and then things would go back to normal.
But they
didn’t. They got worse.
The jokes,
the taunting. It had been over three months now, and he still made fun of me.
Although I could see it in his eyes, as he was saying hurtful things, his eyes
were saying sorry.
And I
couldn’t bring myself to say anything back. I just… couldn’t.
“You ready,
Harrison?” Miss Goff’s voice startled me. She had a manila folder in her hand.
“We’d better go if we’re going to be there when the plane arrives. We don’t
want to be late.”
After we
got into the car, she handed me the folder and then pulled out onto Ryde Road
traffic, heading toward the city. I held the folder in my hands, not even
bothering to open it. I couldn’t care fucking less about some foreign exchange
student. If I had to put up with a roommate, I didn’t want to look at his face
for any longer than necessary.
Miss Goff
sensed my mood. “Don’t worry about those boys,” she told me. “People like
Carson Sinclair aren’t worth your time.”
I snorted.
If only she knew.
We drove
for a few minutes in silence. Then she asked, “How’s the music coming along?”
We
discussed my music for the rest of the drive. It was an easy subject for me, my
love of piano, even though she knew I couldn’t make a career out of it. But
thankfully before too much longer, we were walking into Sydney Airport’s
International terminal.
I figured
this kid would take a while to get through customs and there’d be some kind of
paperwork to fill out—I was also guessing you couldn’t just walk into the
airport and take some random kid. So presuming it was gonna take a while, I
told Miss Goff, “I’m just going to grab a Coke. Can I get you anything?”
She was
distracted enough, double-checking the board of flight numbers and arrival
gates, and without looking at me, she shook her head. “No, thank you,” she
said, before reminding me, like I was five years old and not eighteen, not to
wander off, not to go too far, and to come straight back.
I grabbed a
drink, and keeping an eye on Miss Goff every now and then, I browsed through
magazine racks. There was nothing really worth looking at—a nice one with Hugh
Jackman on the cover, but I noticed two guys near the wall looking at a map.
Obviously backpackers or hikers or something. They were dressed in cargos and
T-shirts, hiking shoes; young, fit, healthy.
Hot.
I picked up
a magazine and pretended to read it, but really I was just checking the two
guys out. I didn’t often get the opportunity to perv on guys, so I took my
time.
Only they
caught me staring, smiled politely and moved on. They walked past some other
guy who seemed to have been watching me watching them, because he was trying
not to laugh.
He was cute
too; tall as me, blond-brown messy hair, blue eyes, pale skin, and his pink
lips gave him a nice smile. He looked fit but not like the football meatheads
back at school.
I wasn’t
embarrassed to have been caught looking—even in full school uniform, no one
here knew me, and Miss Goff was nowhere in sight. So I decided to play it up. I
looked him up and down, shrugged one shoulder, gave him one raised eyebrow and
half a smirk.
He grinned,
then turned his head quickly like someone called his name.
Exactly like someone called his name.
Like Miss
Goff.
Fuck.
Oh, you have got to be fucking kidding me!
That was him?
My roommate
for the next three months was the guy I just checked out?
I
watched—like a slow motion car crash—as Miss Goff greeted him and offered to
take his suitcase. She looked up, saw me, and called me over. His eyes followed
hers, and when he saw it was me, his eyes widened, and he grinned like the
Cheshire fucking cat.
I stuffed
the magazine back in the rack and walked over, wishing the world would end in
the next two seconds.
No such
luck.
“Levi Aston?”
Miss Goff said.
“Yes,
Miss,” he said with a posh British accent and a smile.
She
grinned. “We’d like to welcome you to Sydney, Australia. St. Michael’s is proud
to have you,” she said. Then she looked at me, “This is Harrison Haddon. He’s a
boarder. He’ll be your roommate and can show you around the school.”
Levi
extended his hand and looked at me with a knowing smirk. “Hello, Harrison.”
Fuck. My. Life.
“Hello,” I
said, shaking his hand for as long as was considered polite, then let it drop.
I was in
such deep shit.
Review
What a brilliant and beautiful story. Harrison and Levi were
love personified. When they professed their love to each other throughout this
book it was lyrical. I found this book to be a breath of fresh air. Young men,
one living their life how they dreamed, the other living their life for someone
else. As we know it takes a powerful kind of love to make you brave. That was
Levi for Harrison.
So many times while reading Exchange of Hearts I wanted to
write down quotes NR wrote. I soon realized it was getting out of hand and just
agreed that it was outstandingly well written.
This is a stunning tale of hope, living, accepting, and
loving. It hugged my soul and I loved every second of it!
N.R. Walker’s Bio: N.R.
Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance.
She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who live in her head, who don't let her sleep at night unless she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love.
She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She's been writing ever since...
She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who live in her head, who don't let her sleep at night unless she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love.
She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She's been writing ever since...
N.R.
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I truly cannot wait to read this book!! I think I'm going to love Levi, if that excerpt was an indication :)
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ReplyDeleteI have not tried it. Can't wait to read this book!
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