Author: Z.A. Tanis
Book: A Welded Wave
Publisher: Less Than Three Press
Publication date: February 13, 2017
Length: 100 pages
Synopsis
For
Mark, choosing to transition was one of the best decisions he ever
made. And life has been looking up recently because he's got his MFA
from the University of Minnesota and landed a huge commission to build
one of his welded bike chain sculptures. He's even got Enis, the most
amazing best friend anyone could ask for. The only thing he'd really
like to add is a lover, but so far his romantic relationships have been
nothing more than learning experiences.
Then
a breakup leaves Enis available, and Mark starts to see possibilities
he hadn't before—but intimacy could ruin the friendship he values more
than anything, and that's assuming Enis would want him at all once the
clothes come off.
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Guest Post
Ever
since the later part of my teenage years, I've felt that my body does
not reflect who I am. There was a long period where I considered
hormones and gender reassignment surgery. It came up again and again and
I eventually decided that surgery of that type just was not for me and
that hormones would not provide what I wanted. Now I inhabit the space
between genders whenever I have the freedom to do so.
This
life experience has given me great respect for what transgender
individuals go through and I wanted my debut novel to have a transgender
main character. It was challenging because I didn't want to make the
story revolve around the trans identity of the main character, but I
wanted to incorporate experiences people I know who are trans go
through. I was worried that I had not found the right balance until I
heard back from sensitivity readers that only a couple small things
needed to be fixed.
One
of the themes I incorporated into this book was body image and the
worry that people won't accept us as we are. My sister struggles with
this, my boyfriend struggles with this, my wife struggles with this, and
I struggle with this. It's especially potent the first time you take
off your clothes for someone you're planning to be intimate with.
When
I was getting undressed for my first time naked together with my
boyfriend, I remember thinking about whether he would suddenly say, "I'm
sorry, I can't do this." His acceptance of my naked self was a great
relief. Incorporating this theme into "A Welded Wave" was important to
me because it's the awkwardness and vulnerability of intimate
relationships that make them so worthwhile.
I've
read books where that human vulnerability is missing and it feels empty
to me. If the only thing the characters have to worry about is whether
they really do love each other, it seems like half of a story. When I
worry about whether someone likes me, I worry about little specific
quirks like whether they will have an issue with my odd way of mangling
English sentences when I'm stressed or tired, get annoyed when I go on
and on about a technical topic, or not want to email me back because I
sometimes write long emails.
Most of
these worries are not things that I'd worry about if I could think
logically about them. I completely forget that I've learned not to do
many of the things that used to annoy people in the past. I remember my
awkward teenage self when I'm working toward being intimate with someone
and it has taken a lot of dating and relationship experience to let
that image of myself go.
Triumphing
over this vulnerability and making close connections with people is one
of the most beautiful parts of the human experience and I push myself
to capture it in my writing. It leads to much better emotional payoff
and it makes the triumphant sex even hotter. And make no mistake, "A
Welded Wave" has a lot of hot sex.
I
look forward to writing more books and continuing the momentum I got
from getting published by Less Than Three Press. Getting this book
accepted put away a lot of my doubts about my future as a writer and has
gotten me all excited about creating more stories!
About the Author
Z.A.
Tanis is a writer, linguist, programmer, artist and public speaker
who’s lived on a tropical island and in the frozen tundra of the upper
midwest. The loves of Z.’s life are a wise and beautifully honest
boyfriend, an understanding and brilliantly intelligent wife, and
writing imaginative fiction.
After
many years not fitting into the simple categories of “male” and
“female,” Z. has rejected them and happily inhabits the space between.
Only since joining and writing for the LGBT+ community has Z. found true
expression.
Website: http://www.zatanis.com/
Twitter: @z_a_tanis
Email: iamzatanis@gmail.com
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Congrats on your new release, ZA!
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ReplyDeleteCongrats on the release & thanks so much for your insightful post!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the release! Thank you for the post.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on the release of A Welded Wave, ZA. And thank you for your post. It touches a lot of subjects I can relate to. It is a struggle to accept yourself.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your new release ZA I wish you many sales.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your first release and I wish you tons of success. There are not enough books out there with trans characters and it's good to see yours. Your story sounds interesting.
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