Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Random Review: Making Rules by Susan Hawke #Review #Giveaway

Title: Making Rules
Series: Davey's Rules #6
Author: Susan Hawke 
Publication Date: February 20, 2020
Length: 64 pages

Reviewed by Truus


Davey’s Rule #53: Daddy shouldn’t be afraid to let his boy top.

Before Davey came to work at Daddy’s Lap and began that crazy list of rules, his future bestie, Sammy, was already living happily ever after with his own Daddy-dom. From the moment they met over a gas pump to the day they were legally able to wed, leather Daddy Raphael Robustelli adored his linebacker-sized boy. This is their love story, as seen through a series of six short vignettes. Witness the moment they met, see the first time Davey came to the club, and so much more. This is a short 20k volume, filled with emotion and backstory for the entire series.

NOTE: This is not a full-length book and does not contain a new couple. This can be read as a standalone but will be most enjoyed by those who have read the series.


When I had the moment where what I was  reading got so emotional I had to stop reading  :(  for a while.
Of course, Raphael and Sammy omg, what was I thinking, I felt so stupid for a moment.
Both so precious, it was a lot of awesomeness to read about the phases of their life. I loved them so much. The moment Davey got introduced ahhh so lovely.
Their love for nephew Jeffrey was unconditional. Patience was the keyword, patience to finally embrace him in their home.

“You'd better be able to feel it because every heartbeat says your name. Sam-my. Sam-my. Sam-my.”

The Daddy/Boy dynamic was exactly what I wished for. I was so so happy with this installment.
It filled the gaps for me, events around these men, so precious, it made me shaky. When I finished this story I cried and cried and couldn’t stop.

Like all the other stories from this series, it was with a clear vision, fast-paced, emotional, funny and steamy. All the ingredients for an entertaining read.
When you know this series and their characters, you’ll understand how precious this one is. The whole story is written with a writing style I highly appreciate.

This can be read as a standalone but will be most enjoyed by those who have read the series.
Don’t hesitate, do it!


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Release Day Review: The Third Date by Matthew J Metzger #Review #Giveaway

Title: The Third Date
Series: Starting Over #4
Author: Matthew J Metzger
Publisher: Pride Publishing
Publication Date: March 31, 2020
Length: 218 pages 

Reviewed by Sammy


Their boyfriend is the only thing these two men have in common…

Gabriel’s accident means he needs constant supervision while he recovers, and Aled can’t just quit his job. So when Gabriel refuses to stay in hospital any longer, Aled resorts to emotional blackmail and recruits Gabriel’s long-distance boyfriend, Chris Wheeler, to come and set up shop in their home as an all-in-one nurse, housekeeper and general distraction from the slow progress of recovery.

But while Aled expected to have to get used to having Gabriel’s terminally shy boyfriend around the house, he didn’t expect the effect Chris has on Gabriel—and on Aled.

Is this just two couples under one roof, or is there something bigger waiting to be discovered?

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A bike ride home from work is about to shatter the life Gabe has and possibly change it forever. One rainy night Gabe is heading home just like every other night but this time a freak accident will land him in the hospital facing weeks of recovery and a torturous time trying to correct the “kindhearted” staff he is not a woman but a man. At the end of his tether, miserable and fighting off panic attacks, he puts his foot down and insists he be brought home to do his final stages of recovery. The only problem is the accident has left him with crippling vertigo and he cannot be left alone. Aled can’t stay at home to care for him but there is someone who can.

Chris may love where he lives but he hates his job and he misses his boyfriend Gabe like crazy. When Aled offers him not only a place to stay but a small salary to be Gabe’s private “nurse” he jumps at the opportunity. But can two men who both love the same man they are caring for coexist under one roof without killing each other?

In the fourth book of Matthew J. Metzger’s Starting Over series, The Third Date, the author explores the idea of a triad relationship and focuses on watching how the two men who love Gabe cope not only with each other but with their vastly different approaches to sex. Being asexual and finding the actual aftermath of sex pretty abhorrent, Chris nonetheless has urges he must tend to and the unique way he and Gabe deal with them may be a bit disturbing to some—it definitely is to Aled. But Aled has grown as a partner and lover and has truly adopted this live and let live attitude when it comes to Chris and how much he and Gabe love each other.

While there is little to no real angst in this story there is an incredible window into how Chris copes with being around Aled and dealing with the infrequent sexual urges with Gabe. Then there is the fact that Aled slowly realizes that having Chris in their lives is something he may not be willing to give up when Gabe is recovered enough to be on his own. It’s not sexual for Aled but the friendship that develops between he and Chris becomes so strong that he recognizes he doesn’t want to lose it. But Chris is a fish out of water up north where Aled and Gabe live and unless he can somehow convince them to move closer to where he calls home then the ideal living arrangements will have to end.

The strength of The Third Date lay in the way that the author narrows in on the idea that three men can live in harmony and grow to depend on each other while sex between the three is not the binding factor. Instead it is mutual respect and friendship that tightens the bonds between Aled and Chris and their mutual love for Gabe that is the lasting glue that seals their relationship. I love how Aled really encourages Chris to not overthink his sexuality or condemn himself as a freak for liking sex in the only fashion he found acceptable. Once again it was all about consent and if Gabe was okay with he and Chris’ arrangement than Aled had no qualms about it---even if it was the polar opposite to something he would be comfortable with himself.

I really enjoyed watching this threesome learn to live together and love each other—it says so much about platonic brotherly love and relationships that can exist inside the spectrum. Love is love and this author writes his stories with that truth foremost in mind.


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Monday, March 30, 2020

Blog Tour: The Pathfinders by Geoffrey Knight #Review #Excerpt #Giveaway

Title: The Pathfinders
Author: Geoffrey Knight
Release Date: March 12, 2020
Publisher: Self-Published
Genre: Contemporary Romance; Erotic Romance
Length: 163 Pages
Tags: Gay; M/M; Angst; Bisexual; Coming Out; First Time; Forbidden Love; Friends to Lovers; Self-Discovery; CW: Taboo



Hell, I knew the divorce from Sophie would break my heart, but I had no idea how lost and lonely I would feel once she was gone. Everything ended amicably, almost too peacefully, but now I’m facing a whole new chapter of my life. The only problem is, I don’t know what that chapters holds, or if anyone will ever be there to catch me if I fall again.

My only savior right now is my cousin and best friend Hux. We’ve known each other just about our whole lives, and his invitation up to the woods to help him rebuild the old cabin by Pathfinders Lake could be the one thing I need to figure out what plans the universe has in store for me… and the path I need to find. 


Hell, I knew Jack’s divorce from Sophie would break his heart, but I had no idea it would bring to the surface all the yearning and pain and hopelessness I’ve felt over the years. The fact is, Jack’s the one and only person I ever want to spend the rest of my life with. But how do you tell your best friend—your cousin—how you truly feel?

I know I need to help him through the dark days following his divorce, but will I be able to keep myself from betraying all his trust by letting my true feelings show? Will inviting him up to the woods to help me rebuild the old cabin by Pathfinders Lake be the end of our relationship? Or will we finally find our very own path in this world together?

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If I’ve said it once, I’ve said it a thousand times!  My favorite trope is the friend-to-lover.  My second favorite is gay-for-you.  Mix them together, and the trope is like a Reese’s Peanut Butter Cup.  I love those!

This one, however, has an extra special twist.  See, Hux has been in love with his straight best friend, Jack, for decades.  However, Jack has no clue that Hux is even gay, let alone in love with him.  Jack, for his part, has closed himself off from everything after divorcing his high school sweetheart.  If the set-up sounds cliché, it kind of is.  But…

…ready for the twist…

Jack and Hux are cousins.

Hux has wrestled with his feelings for Jack since the beginning.  I mean, how do you tell your straight best friend who’s also your cousin that not only are you gay, but you’re also in love with him?  Quite a dilemma, right?

I enjoyed the interaction between Hux and Jack.  It was evident that the two men were very close and cared for each other deeply, even before any romance was introduced.  Hux knew Jack well enough to know how much space to give him as the latter worked his way through his issues from the divorce.  Jack knew that he had someone in his corner that he could rely on.  However, once the romance was there, Jack waffled.  Now, while that may have been frustrating to Hux (and to the readers), I found that reaction to be perfectly normal.  How else would a man who’d identified as heterosexual his entire life suddenly handle not only being attracted to someone of the same gender, but also his cousin?

This book worked really well as friends-to-lovers story.  Was the cousin angle really necessary?  Not really.  But in a genre filled with this trope, that angle does serve to set it apart from the rest.


OH. My. Fuck.
Jack was gonna strip. He was seriously gonna strip and go skinny-dipping, right there, right then. I knew that look on his face.
“Ah… Jack? What are you doing?”
“What does it look like I’m doing?”
“It looks like you’re about to get naked.”
“Finish your beer and grab another,” he told me. “I’m in the mood to feel young and daring again. Like the old days at the quarry. I wanna feel free again, Hux. Don’t you?”
I chugged down the rest of another bottle in one gulp, watching as his shirt came off, revealing that toned, smooth torso of his.
“You seriously wanna go skinny-dipping?”
He unraveled the bandage around his hand. He unbuttoned his shorts, then unzipped them. “Why not?”
He dropped his shorts to the jetty boards and stepped out of them. Then, sliding his thumbs under the waistband of his briefs at the hips, he pushed his underwear down the length of his strong legs, kicked them out from under his feet, and stood upright in all his naked glory.
I stared up at him, trying to keep my mouth shut, my eyes close to watering as I marveled at his perfect form, his handsome face smiling somewhat nervously back down at me. His muscles were white in the bright sunlight. His nipples were hard even though the air was hot and still. His cock, the one I had tried so many times not to stare at, was flaccid and thick, but I could see it was gaining length with each passing moment that I stared at it.
I wondered whether I was allowed to stare at it, now that I had come out.
Or whether it was completely off limits forever.
As if to answer my question, Jack said, “It’s okay, you can look at it. I don’t mind. In fact, I think I kinda like it. I’m a single man now. So are you. We’re already stripped bare. What do clothes matter now?”
God, he shrugged so casually I could have kissed him.
Before I had a chance, Jack launched himself off the jetty and dived into the lake.
My heart was a thunderstorm of excitement.
Of terror.
Of panic when he didn’t surface after a few moments.
Suddenly he broke through the water and flicked his black hair out of his eyes, and with that enticing grin of his he said, “Well? Are you coming in?”
I sucked in a breath. “I would, but I’m kinda… you know.”
Jack just laughed. “Hard again?”
I nodded almost guiltily, but Jack just responded with, “I’d be insulted if you weren’t, knowing what I know now. So, are you coming in or what?”
He splashed me with water and drenched my shirt and shorts. He seemed determined to get me wet, either in or out of clothes.
“Okay, okay. Calm down, Flipper.”
He made a dolphin noise then turned and dipped under the water, the moons of his bare ass briefly breaking the surface before he submerged.
“You fucking tease,” I muttered to myself as I watched his air bubbles leave a trail through the water, heading away from me. “You have no idea what you’re doing to me.”
Or did he?
He surfaced again and called out once more, “Come on!” before breast-stroking his way to the middle of the lake.
I took a deep breath and stood from the edge of the jetty. I hesitated a moment longer, enough to make me try and imagine what would happen next. Naturally one of the many fantasies I’d kept buried deep my entire life began playing in my head.
The cool, shimmering water.
The movement of our feet treading water to keep us afloat.
The kiss I would suddenly steal, wet and tender.
And his reaction?
“Just keep your shit together,” I warned myself quietly. “He’s trying to prove that things are still normal between us. Don’t fuck it up.”
With another breath I peeled my T-shirt off and began to unzip my shorts. The bulge in my crotch was impossible to hide so there was no point trying. All I could do was act like it was no big deal. Like everything was still normal between us, right?
Anxiously I pushed my shorts down to my ankles and stepped out of them.
As I did, my enormous hard-on slapped up against my hairy belly.
“Woah,” called Jack from the lake. “You really do need to keep a leash on that thing, don’t ya.”
I felt myself blush, but I knew there was no malice in his remark. Hell, he was just using humor to deal with the situation, to make it feel like this was no biggie, excuse the pun. After all, he would have made the same joke before he knew I was gay, so why hold back from using it now?
“Jealous much,” I joked back. “Envy won’t make yours any bigger, you know.”
Yes, everything was just as it had always been.
At least that was the line we were both trying to walk. We sounded like teenagers unable to face the situation with any amount of seriousness. We relied on wisecracks to avoid my coming out turning our friendship into a train wreck. We chose levity over gravity, as men often do. Was I truly expecting anything else?
I wondered if he had detected the overcompensation in my words. I wondered if he knew he was trying too hard to overcompensate too. Or whether he was convinced by his own denial that me being gay changed nothing.
I honestly didn’t know what he was thinking.
I wasn’t sure he even knew himself.
All I knew was, I couldn’t stand there a moment longer thinking about it.
Quickly I dived into the lake, swimming as far as I could under the water before breaking the surface and freestyling toward him. I stopped swimming and started treading water a short distance from him. I wouldn’t allow myself to get any closer.
“Okay, so you win. I’m wet. I’m naked. We’re skinny-dipping. Happy now?” I asked.
It was Jack who paddled closer to me, stopping within a few feet of me. Our arms swished the water and my fingers accidentally brushed his forearm. I felt my hard dick flinch. I tried to glance down, to see if my cock was noticeable through the water. The lake was crisp and clear and the shape of my dick rippled under the waves, unmistakeably hard.
But then again, so was Jack’s.
Water splashed into my mouth. I swallowed some of it and coughed up the rest, quickly looking up before I got caught eyeing Jack’s hard-on.
It was too late.
“Yes, I’m happy now,” he said, answering my question. “See? Not threatened. Nothing’s changed. Just like the old days.”
Playfully he lunged at me in the water and pushed me under. I got a breath of air just before disappearing under the surface, then wrestled my way out of his grip. For a moment I was there, submerged and directly facing his distinctly erect penis.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
I broke the surface with a splash, sucked in a lungful of air and said, “Okay, wait. Stop. I have to say something.”
Jack was about to splash me again but he saw the troubled look on my face and stopped. “Hux? What’s the matter?”
“This,” I said, gesturing to the two of us. “This is the matter. Us pretending that nothing’s changed when in fact a lot has changed. Jack, I just told you I’m gay. I know it’s still the same old me, but that doesn’t mean I want to shrug off that fact that the two of us should maybe try to deal with who I am now. I can finally be myself around you. I don’t want to keep pretending to be someone when you’re only seeing half the man I am. I want you to know all of me.”
For a moment I almost kept going. I almost blurted out how much I loved him, how I had been in love with him since the day we met. But I slammed the door on that fast. Coming out to him was already a big deal and he was trying to deal with it as best he could. He didn’t need me to bury him in an avalanche of secrets and revelations.
And so I held it in.
We treaded water for a few moments longer, just looking at one another.
Then quietly Jack said, “I do wanna know all of you, Hux.” He paused and added, “But that’s not all I want. There’s something else.”
“What is it?”
“I want you to kiss me.”
I creased my brow and squinted my eyes at him, as though the words I’d heard couldn’t possibly be the same words he just said. “What did you say?”
It took him a while to repeat it, as though he was considering backing out and changing his words to something else. But he didn’t. “I said I want you to kiss me. Will you kiss me?”
I kinda gave a half-smile of disbelief. My face didn’t know what it wanted to do. “What are you saying? Are you saying now that I’m out you’re feeling all… I dunno… gay curious? I think you’ve had one too many beers. Are you drunk?”
Jack shrugged and his arms made angel-wing movements through the water. He looked more beautiful to me in that confused moment than ever before. I had no idea why I insisted on asking questions and delaying something I’d dreamt of almost my entire life. Maybe I was having trouble accepting that what was happening was indeed real and not another fantasy. Maybe now that my wish might finally come true, I was petrified of what consequences it might hold. Or maybe I was holding back, terrified he was about to burst out laughing at any second and tell me he was just joking. My heart couldn’t have survived that kind of taunting and rejection.
But Jack didn’t laugh.
His gaze didn’t flinch, and neither did the earnest expression on his face. “I’m not drunk. Well, not that drunk. But maybe I am a little… I dunno… gay curious, maybe? I don’t really know. I don’t know what I want anymore. I don’t really know who I am. I’ve been with Sophie for so long, I’m not sure who I’ve grown into. Part of me doesn’t even want to find out.” He swam closer to me then and added, “But part of me does.”
My heart was a drummer with delusions of grandeur. My stomach was a sheet in a washing machine, twisting itself into knots. I didn’t know what to say other than, “You want a kiss?”
Jack paused. Then nodded. “I do. But not here. Take me inside. Take me to your bed.”

About the Author

Geoffrey Knight is the author of more than 25 gay fiction novels, novellas and short stories, ranging in genre from gay adventure, gay romance, gay suspense and gay comedies. He is the recipient of two Rainbow Awards including Best Mystery Winner and Best Overall Gay Fiction Runner-up. His work has been featured in several anthologies including Best Gay Erotica 2013, and he appeared as Guest of Honor at the inaugural Rainbow Con in Florida, 2014. 

Geoffrey has worked in advertising, politics and journalism, but nothing is as fun as telling stories. He lives with his partner, their young daughter and their small furry family in a rambling old house in North Queensland, Australia, where the paint is fraying and life is good.

Twitter: @FathomsFive


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