Showing posts with label M/M. Show all posts
Showing posts with label M/M. Show all posts

Monday, December 29, 2014

Best Series of 2014: Free Men by Kate Aaron

I don't know of many, if any, authors who have released an entire series in not just a year but released all 3 of those books in one month. I also don't recall a time an entire series has captivated me in the way the Free Men series has.

It was a no brainer for me to decide what the best series I read this year was. It's really awesome it happened to also publish in one year.

Book 1: The Slave
Book 2: The Soldier
Book 3: The Master

At twenty-seven, Tamelik has been a slave more than half his life, having witnessed his family being murdered in front of him when he was just a child. Naturally submissive, although with a petulant streak, he can’t help but fall in love with the master who treats him kindly.

Tam's dreams come true when his mistress walks out, leaving her husband behind. For six glorious months, he and his master get to be together. Then Tam is ordered to purchase another slave.

He wants to hate Kai for being unruly and ungrateful. For being of the same race as the men who murdered his family. For being his eventual replacement in their master’s bed. But it’s hard to hate a man who cries himself to sleep, flinches at the slightest touch, and blushes beautifully when he’s kissed.

Seducing Kai has suddenly become more challenge than chore, and with his master’s encouragement, Tam finds himself falling for his new companion. Except... nobody can be in love with two people at once, can they?


MY REVIEW:
Kate Aaron, without a doubt, has outdone herself! The Slave is a captivating tale about a slave named Tam. A slave who has had his world turned upside down and inside out and yet finds hope and love in the life he's been given. I fell in love with this character from the beginning. As Kai and Master enter the story, the ensemble grew not just in numbers but in fabulous substance. Each bringing so much to this already fascinating story. The Slave (Book One of Free Men) starts off this series with a bar leveled so high you are eager EAGER to see where Kate will take the rest of this tale. If there's one series you should fall into IT'S THIS ONE! It will blow your mind, have your heart pounding, and every fiber of your being vibrating. I loved every second of this amazing story! Every second!


Three months. That’s all it took for Kai to forsake freedom and learn to love his new life as pleasureslave to a wealthy Thirskan Underlord.

Finding himself surrounded by his own people once more, Kai should have been happy: relieved to be rescued from slavery, and out of the clutches of a man who was the sworn enemy of his people. Yet his people are not how he remembers them. Distrustful of Kai, and disgusted by his relationship with not one man but two, they make it abundantly clear he no longer fits in.

Beaten, starved, and tortured, when the chance comes to escape, Kai is barely strong enough to make the journey. Even if he succeeds, how could anybody ever love the thing he’s become in order to survive?


MY REVIEW:
There are no words to describe this book, but I will try. This is book 2 of the Free Men Series (Book 1 is The Slave) The Soldier is written in Kai's POV. The Soldier is heartbreaking and soul cleansing. Kai is so brave, so giving. I was somewhat shocked as I meandered through his mind in this book. In the first one we are in Tam's POV so we can only guess where Kai's mind is at. Kai is sacrificial is so many things in this tale. I cried CRIED reading this. You want to protect Kai and many times throughout you feel he is forgotten. That was the hardest part for me. I was overcome by the loneliness he carries. The second book in this saga is the meat to this story. Book 1 we were swept away in the pureness, hope, and love that is Tam. In The Soldier we are left breathless by the darkness, despair, and unknown adoration of Kai. God only knows what Kate Aaron has in store for us in Book 3. EXCELLENT BOOK!  

Being rescued was only the start.

Otiz lies in ruins. As underlord of the region, Lysander knows where his responsibilities lie. He has an obligation to the survivors to rebuild their homes and their lives. But what about his home, his life?

Kai needs help. The damage inflicted on him goes beyond the marks left when he was tortured, but healing him might require more from Lysander than he’s capable of giving. Of one thing he’s certain: Tam and Kai will never be endangered again because of who he is, even if saving them means setting them free.

All Lysander wants is to be left in peace. To recover from the horrors of his experience at the hands of his enemies. But with pressure piling up from every angle, peace is the last thing he’s likely to find. Suffocated by guilt, Lysander begins to spiral. How can he hold everything together, when inside he’s falling apart?


MY REVIEW:
Free Men, Book 3 The Master ended this series perfectly. Kate Aaron, has yet again, mastered the written word. Her creation of a world and the characters in it is breathtaking. Book 1 (The Slave) we followed Tam's POV and Kate whisked us away into a world where boundaries were pushed, love truly is stronger than anything, and the impossible is challenged. In Book 2 ( The Soldier) we were sucked into Kai's world, and the darkness that consumed him. His past, as horrible as it was, had nothing on what awaited him at the hands of his own. But, again, love was a huge healer in that book. Now, The Master, book 3 to this marvelous series brings it all full circle. Finally, we hear from Lysander. FINALLY we truly understand his feelings for Tam and Kai. The purpose of Kai's purchase, and how every sacrifice he made, and makes, is selfless.

I was blown away and left breathless by this book and this entire series will go down as an all time favorite series! I applaud Kate Aaron.


Kate Aaron has all of her books, buy links, and even a place to read for free... Hmmm!!!! 
BUY LINKS FOR FREE MEN SERIES 

 
I highly encourage you to purchase this series. I'd give it a million stars if I could. It truly is one of those books you wish you could do all over again. OUTSTANDING, BREATHTAKING! 

Remember to review what you read... It matters!
 



Friday, August 1, 2014

Where I Stand... As if it Mattered!

All of us do not have equal talent, but all of us should have an equal opportunity to develop our talents.

~John F. Kennedy


*Big Sigh*

Once again the M/M genre is in an uproar! Shocking! But like any genre there is bound to be drama.

A couple of days ago there was an announcement made by two authors. Some know what I'm referring to, others may not. I'm not going to summarize it all for you, that's not the point of any of this. 

Truth is my opinion, where I stand doesn't matter. BUT! I will say why I am speaking out about it to begin with. 

It all started with a book, Power Exchange by AJ Rose. An author I knew nothing about. A book given to me by a friend to read. AJ's talent was apparent and I became enthralled.

Slowly ... VERY slowly through PM's I got to know AJ. It was during the creation of Queers that it grew, and let me tell you this, being part of THAT experience was a highlight for me. Late night messages, a book trailer all of it. Amazing!

What started as a simple, hey we like the same things, grew into something more. An amazing friendship. Unexpected but welcome and cherished.

So here I have this author whom I admire and actually gives me the time of day actually wanting to be my friend (Trust me it's nuts because I'm a mess of a person).

One day AJ said there was something HE needed to talk to me about. I said, of course.
It was there AJ told me that HE was in fact a SHE. She told me why, (SAME STORY YOU ALL HEARD) It sat with me for awhile. As a matter of fact she actually said right after she told me. "Don't respond to me, let it settle and sink in. When you're ready, Mere, we'll talk."

I'm a unique bird people... marches to a beat only I hear in my head over the screaming voices. AJ was and is my friend. A good friend... A great friend. She's sat and listened to me cry, laugh and confide. I love her and that's what it comes down to for me.

Now, I'm not going to get into the whole persona, blogger yadda yadda frim fram figgity of anything else. I don't have time, nor do I have patience for it.

Let's come clean... I'm in the process of writing my very first M/M book. I am doing it under a Pen Name. I am doing it for safety. Many of you are actually friends with her. I'm not being deceitful, if you asked me I'd tell you. I'm just not publicizing it at this time. There. That's that.

You're all entitled to your opinions and your feelings. We can battle this out like Gladiators until the last Man OR Woman is standing but why? AJ  has offered herself to you. Said, "Hey wanna have it out okay..." So do it PRIVATELY. It's respectful for her and for yourself.

As for who I'm referring to as "The Lost Soldiers" That's the ones who are supporting her and Theo Fenraven, and getting spat on for it. Leave them be... Just like you they are entitled to their own opinions. End it.

Feel your feels. We are in a genre of emotions and triumphs. We battle everyday for equality and rights. We band together through the written word and spread our love through our confessions and hope of acceptance.

So there... That's where I stand... as if it mattered <3




Thursday, June 19, 2014

Yes. Women Can Write M/M

Even though this topic has been beaten to death, it resurrects itself when the narrow minded speak. I have never entered a heated debate over this issue and likely never will. I have seen it talked about in all sorts of social media... Can women write M/M? I counter that with... Why do you think they can't?

I have read my weight and then some in books in all genres. I honestly never cared the gender of the author, just that the story was great.

I've read books written by men that have depicted women in horrible lights. Does that mean men shouldn't write about women? No. I've read women write men in a way that makes them sound like monsters. Does that mean women shouldn't write men? No.

Talent is talent, plain and simple. A book pulls you away from your reality and into a different world. Whoever the person who brought you there doesn't matter. I care about whats between the ears not between the legs.

In the M/M world the debate is that women shouldn't write about men with men. Now, not EVERYONE agrees with this and those that do are in the minority.

The LGBTQ community wants equality. Well, how do you expect that to happen when there are people saying "Being a women in the M/M genre is wrong." Hypocritical much? Yeah it is!

QUALITY! That is what matters. Some of my favorite authors in the M/M genre happen to be women... Amy Lane, Mary Calmes, Anne Tenino, Rhys Ford, Kate Aaron just to name a few. Amazing the way they pull emotion from my heart and soul. Then you have Male authors in the genre Kade Boehme, Edmond Manning, John Inman, They do it too! Do I care if any of them are men or women? NOPE!

Since I hope to be publishing my first M/M book soon under a pen name I really hope that my gender won't matter but that the quality of my work is what does.

Let's put this puppy to rest, shall we people?

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Author Spotlight Saturday: Kate Aaron ** Readers Choice Giveaway**

I am very excited to be spotlighting Kate Aaron today. She is far from new to the M/M community as a writer, but I only recently discovered her this year. The second I read the book Blood and Ash I knew I was going to adore her. When I went to her Goodreads page and saw just how many books she's written I was excited!

I haven't read all of her books, not sure I've even made a dent. What I have read I have loved very much. Each writer has their own signature when it comes to writing. Kate Aaron is no different.
If you read the little Bio on her on GR it simply reads:

Kate Aaron lives in Cheshire, England with two dogs, a parrot, and a bearded dragon named Elvis.

She has the best of friends, the worst of enemies, and a mischievous muse with a passion for storytelling that doesn't know the difference between fact and fiction.


I am a firm believer authors mold their stories from their lives and their dreams, occasionally, their nightmares. If you read a Kate Aaron book you might think you've figured out where her passion comes from. Think again, because after you read something like The Lost Realm Series, you might choose What He Wants. Absolutely and totally different!!! 

Her style is... She doesn't have one. I love that she ventures out and writes what the voices are telling her to. She doesn't stick to a mundane template. She's abstract and vibrant. You will truly find her to be a favorite of yours.

Kate is so awesome that she's doing a giveaway that is READERS CHOICE. Because she has SO many books and some of you have read them, this way it's all up to you. So win the giveaway and Kate will get you an ebook of your choice... written by her of course.

I have blurbs for you to help you choose but you can also go to her Good reads page > Kate Aaron on Goodreads   to check them out yourself. She also has a website where you can read some rather intriguing and brilliant posts and keep up with what's going on in her world > Kate Aaron's Website

 BLURBS
Christo's life fell apart when his partner of eight years walked out on him. There wasn't even a reason for it: sometimes love just fades, as quickly and mysteriously as it appears in the first place.

Enter Damien. Damien's the guy with a different man on his arm for every event, he's smooth and arrogant and always impeccably turned out. Christo hates him. But God, he's gorgeous. Damien could be exactly what Christo needs to get him over John.

It's only going to be a fling. Nothing serious, nothing that will affect their working relationship or the rest of their lives. So why are they fighting through the night rather than letting go and walking away? Why does Damien's secretive nature bug Christo so much? And why does he even care that the other man might not be as tough as he pretends to be
?
  

 The Lost Realm Series consists of 3 books and one short story. Check those out here... The Lost Realm Books

Ace And Match:

At twenty-two years old, World No.6 and England's No.1, Brian Scagill has the tennis world at his feet. Last year's semifinalist, this year Brian enters England's biggest tournament determined to win. A Grand Slam on home turf is calling to him and he's not going to let anything stand in the way of victory - certainly not a cute Croatian who doesn't even play in the same league.

Fooling around with Lexi might be an easy distraction but the last thing Brian needs right now is to be distracted, and there's more than this tournament at stake.
  

 
A year after his dramatic exit from England’s Grand Slam tournament, Brian has all but disappeared from the world of professional tennis, and doesn’t intend to return. He’s made a life for himself with fellow athlete Lexi Horvat, far removed from the dual pressures of fame and family.

A surprise wildcard might be his last chance to play on an international stage, and Brian’s life is thrown into tumult once again. This time, however, he’s not alone. Lexi has secured himself a place in the tournament, as has Jared, a young player the two men have been coaching. With his loved ones accompanying him, Brian agrees to play. Lexi promises they’ll take on the tournament together, as a team, but Brian knows better than anyone that on the grass, it’s every man for himself


Growing up gay in a small, working-class town isn't easy. Returning there after three years spent in the bright lights of the city is even harder. But with no job, and no money, Danny doesn't have much choice.

A vicious attack confirms all of Danny's fears about life in his hometown. The irony of his rescuer being Ste, his homophobic ex-best friend, isn't lost on him. But in the five years they've been apart, Ste has changed. Danny starts to hope. Perhaps Ste can give him a reason to stay, after all.

~~WARNING~~
This work contains graphic language and sexual contact between men and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18

There are SO many Kate Aaron books and like I said go to her GoodReads page to view them all. 
The Giveaway starts today and goes until March 7th. I will email and FB or Tweet you to notify the winner. Then Kate Aaron will get in touch with the winner and get you the book of your choice. Thank you and Good Luck!!!!


**GIVEAWAY**



  a Rafflecopter giveaway

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Author Saturday Spotlight: Edmond Manning! *GIVEAWAY& INTERVIEW*

I kept hearing people tell me I had to read King Perry. I think for a solid month before I said, "Okay, I'll give it a go." I wasn't sure what to expect when I sat on my couch and began this journey. As I sit here writing this post, I'm not even sure I can do it justice at all. It blew my mind. Edmond Manning has a gift, perhaps it's magic. I'm not sure. The imagery alone is breathtaking. I wanted to crawl into the book and never leave. I love books with depth, vision and emotion and I wasn't disappointed at all with King Perry.

Then came book 2, King Mai. If it could get better, it did! Another masterpiece that left me aching for more. The world created by Edmond Manning will literally make you gasp!  The Lost and Founds Series is easily a top favorite series... and he's far from done yet.

All the books Edmond Manning has written can be listed here on his Goodreads page : Edmonds GR make sure you check them all out!!!

As an extra treat Edmond posts on his website book 6 of The Lost and Founds Series "King Daniel" I know what you're thinking... He posts book 6, before 3,4 and 5? Yes, he does, you'll have to trust me here! READ! You can find it on Edmond's website by clicking here >  Edmond Manning's Website

Now, to get the idea of how amazing Edmond is, when I asked him if I could spotlight him for my Author Saturday Spotlight, he was VERY generous! He offered a giveaway, an interview, and cover art... it was just awesome!!!

For the interview, we spiced it up a bit. I said to him, I always wanted to know what questions an author wished their interviewer would ask them... Born was this interview:



Five Questions Someone Should Have Asked Me



1.      Edmond Manning, your first book doesn’t have a traditional HEA, which is the kiss of death for sales. You expected readers to endure a story told by a disjointed, word-fixated narrator and assumed readers would adapt. You tell the story from Vin’s perspective but drive readers mad by letting them inside his head selectively, forcing empathy with the other main character in each book (Perry and Mai). Nobody can figure out who is the true protagonist is! As a new author whom nobody has ever heard of, why on earth would you make these choices? No offense, but isn’t this a stupid approach to your first published novel?
Short answer:  Yeah, kinda.
Longer answer:  Here’s the thing. For decades, I played safe with my fiction writing. I was trying to do it “the right way,” which is always a trap for someone like me, a rule-follower. I had read books about writing and followed the rules for writing good fiction. I was a decent writer. But on some level, I didn’t really get how to play and dance with words. I didn’t push myself.
In 2008, I wrote a short story I didn’t think much about. I was writing it for a friend and it was a distraction from my serious fiction, the Great American Novel I had decided to write. Didn’t care much about this short story…I just started throwing in Joseph Campbell hero journey stuff, ancient masculine archetypes, shamanistic healing, and married it to an insane kingdom with ridiculous kinds that felt more real than illusion. The wounded and loveable narrator, Vin Vanbly appeared in that short story.
But guess what? This insane, blow-off, ridiculous story was richer, more fascinating than anything I had ever written before. The writing challenges were immense. Yet the language flowed around me, refreshing me and feeding me as if I were standing under a waterfall. I never had so much fun writing!
The challenges I set for myself may not be smart but they make me alternately laugh and swear, which is the wild passion I had been missing in my decades of carefully-controlled writing. 
2.      You’ve written two full novels in first person from the view point of narrator Vin Vanbly. What does it feel like when you write in his voice?
Vin reminds me of Charlie Brown, all grown up. He’s sweet, vulnerable and still carries around that “nobody likes me” feeling from his childhood. (Surely Charlie Brown remains terrified of footballs to this day.) To get into vin Vanbly’s head, I have to slow down, like SERIOUSLY SLOW DOWN. I can’t write Vin’s voice when I have thirty minutes here or there. I chill out for a few hours, maybe putter around the house and think about plot, character, etc. I listen to sweet, sexy, reflective music (Connie Rae Bailey’s Put Your Records On). I think about love.
When I get into Vin’s space I love the world like he does, seeing the beauty in everyone, the power of connection. I have been blessed in my personal life to be very well-loved, so it’s not hard for me to reflect on believing the world is golden and amazing. I love to think and write like Vin. I feel like a better man when I am filled with his unique light.
3.      Edmond, in previous interviews you hint that there are clues throughout the six books. Clues about what?

Each book has a ton of clues as to the next king’s story to be told. In King Perry, the real-world king who is mentioned the most frequently? King Mai. In King Mai, the real-world king who is referenced the most frequently? The Butterfly King. Each book hints at the next king to come.

Even the writing style changes a little from book to book. King Perry takes place in San Francisco and Vin’s thoughts reflect the resplendent and lush geography. Sentences are delicate and intricate, like the complicated, flowing beauty found in the Bay area. King Mai’s language is practical and strong like the Midwestern town where it is set. Sure, beauty abounds here, too but it’s direct and powerful. Sentences designed to punch you in the stomach.

Dozens of other tantalizing details and clues won’t make any sense until the first six books are published. For example, in King Perry (which takes place in 1999), Vin muses how it would be nice to have a handheld device so he could leave himself notes like, “Out of eggs.” That line becomes relevant again in Book 5. Who would care about such a ridiculous throw-away line? Nobody. (Well, me.) But when you read all six finished books, you will see everything wildly interrelated.

4.      Do you read the reviews of your books on goodreads? What do you think of the reviews from folks who clearly don’t like your books?
Yes, I read reviews. At first, I did respond to a few but have since then decided that this space is the reader’s time to air their beefs, share their love or hate and not get feedback from the author. Well, that’s my opinion. I want to respect the reader’s right to yell and scream whether I agree with their opinion or not. Some days it’s hard not to chime in.
For example, one reviewer who didn’t like King Perry ranted about my not including enough details and glossing over certain points. This person kept calling the main character “Van.” I really wanted to respond and say, “Hey, speaking of glossing over details, you haven’t got the main character’s name correct.” Grrrrrrr.
But I do learn a lot from the reviews, positive and negative. One negative review was so well written that I started laughing. She hated the book but I couldn’t help but laugh at her eloquence. I almost wanted to email her to thank her for but was worried my email would come across as somehow snarky or placating so I never contacted her. But I respected how she wrote her review.
Some negative reviewers have absolutely NAILED future plot points or things I was hoping someone would notice. The people who have been upset by Vin’s manipulation – yes! YES! I’m dying to talk about that myself but can’t or else will give away spoilers. But short version: you’re right. He shouldn’t manipulate others this way. There will be a price to be paid.
There are others who just don’t like the books I write and that’s fine. I don’t love everything I read either. My friend Tony calls each king novel “A book of spells” and I’m inclined to agree—you either fall under the spell or you don’t. If you don’t fall under its spell, you’re left saying, “I don’t get it. What happened? Did anyone else think this narrator was insufferable?” My magic writing mojo won’t work on everyone. And that’s okay.
Of course, I enjoy reading reviews of people who really loved the book and how it opened their heart. That makes me crazy happy. On days when I am discouraged, I will go read those reviews.
With either positive or negative reviews, I’ve learned to develop a thicker skin so I don’t let the poison in too much nor do I let the flattery go to my head. It was definitely a skill I developed the first year after being published. For a while it was difficult to read reviews. Now, less so. 

5.      Your next book in The Lost and Found series, The Butterfly King, takes places in New York City. How did you research that book?
I moved to New York! Okay, fine. I only moved there for a month. But it was a big deal to get my employer’s permission to do this, find a rental apartment on craigslist and uproot myself, living in a city that scares me. I was never exactly terrified of New York, but I can’t say it’s ever been a favorite city of mine either. Nevertheless, the city had to be researched! I slept on a mattress on a floor and my only furniture was a card table and a chair.
It. Was. Awesome.
I loved New York! I still never want to live there permanently but I had great fun exploring the city, learning to navigate. I spent most of my time walking. Hours and hours. I took over 1400 photos while wandering, scouting possible locations for Vin’s antics. I took pictures of sewers and garbage in the streets, tried to capture sunlight gleaming off buildings and spectacular city sunsets. I photographed hundreds of buildings, scaffolding, fountains, taxis, and recorded a dozen videos of people crowding Times Square. Like everyone who visits New York, I tried to find little pockets of the city to call my own, places that felt like discoveries.
As my plane left Minneapolis for New York, I totally panicked. I thought, what the hell am I doing? I don’t know how to “research a city.” How will I know if I did it right? What if I’m using up all my savings and after a month I still don’t know what to say about this place? Three weeks into my trip, I experienced a “click” inside me, a knowing. Some invisible metric had been achieved. While I would never be a true New Yorker, I knew I had experienced enough to write Book 3. 


Edmond Manning is not just a talented writer, he's a wonderful person. He truly is a breath of fresh air and it comes through in his writing. You see things through his eyes, and you will never look at anything the same way again.

To help you get a little familiar with the Lost and Found Series here are Blurbs for King Perry and King Mai:


KING PERRY




In a trendy San Francisco art gallery, out-of-towner Vin Vanbly witnesses an act of compassion that compels him to make investment banker Perry Mangin a mysterious offer: in exchange for a weekend of complete submission, Vin will restore Perry’s “kingship” and transform him into the man he was always meant to be.
Despite intense reservations, Perry agrees, setting in motion a chain of events that will test the limits of his body, seduce his senses, and fray his every nerve, (perhaps occasionally breaking the law) while Vin guides him toward his destiny as 'the one true king.'   
Even as Perry rediscovers old grief and new joys within himself, Vin and his shadowy motivations remain enigmas: who is this off-beat stranger guiding them from danger to hilarity to danger? To emerge triumphant, Perry must overcome the greatest challenge alone: embracing his devastating past. But can he succeed by Sunday's sunrise deadline? How can he possibly evolve from an ordinary investment banker into King Perry?

KING MAI

 



Adopted from Thailand and never one to fit in with the local bubbas, life has been rough around the edges for Mai Kearns, even before he came out of the closet. Now, almost ten years past the torture of high school, Mai still can't catch a break: he and his parents stand to lose their beloved farm.

How will a “King Weekend” help change Mai’s fate? What has narrator Vin Vanbly been up to for the four weeks he’s been sneaking around Mai’s hometown? At the urging of a ransom note from ‘The Lost Kings,’ Mai embarks on an impossible treasure hunt chasing mystic poetry, Fibonacci Hopscotch, ancient prophecy, the letter ‘x,’ and a confounding, penguin-marching army.

The stakes are high: if Mai fails, the Lost Kings will permanently claim him as their own. Finding the treasure may unlock the secret to saving his family farm. But can this angry farmer risk opening his broken heart before the weekend is over? Mai Kearns has 40 hours to get very, very curious in this second installment of The Lost and Founds. 

 NOW FOR THE GIVEAWAY!!!! Not 1 but 2 King Perry ebook giveaways! That's right. Edmond Manning is giving 2 people a chance to fall in love with this outstanding series..a Rafflecopter giveaway SIMPLE... EASY... FUN!!!


 Make sure you check out ALL of Edmond Manning's books, you will have him on a short list of authors to watch without a question!!!! ONE MORE THING... Just to wet your appetite even more, because Edmond is that great... An excerpt from King Perry HERE:




 *** Necessary Background ***
 Perry and the narrator, Vin Vanbly, met a half-hour ago in a crowded art gallery. They know little about each other, except that Vin was raised in foster homes and Perry is an investment banker. Vin has an unusually strong interest in learning about Perry, so in this excerpt, Vin tricks revelations out of Perry as he tries to get to know the man he intends to "king."

 *** Excerpt ***
 Let’s see how he handles some forced intimacy. 

 “Hey, Perry, ready for an art gallery game?” He says, “Does this involve the shovel painting or the onion rings?”
 “Neither. The game’s called Big Secret. We both share something big and juicy, not just ‘I cheated on my ’94 income taxes,’ but a big ugly secret about ourselves that almost nobody knows. I’ll go first.”
 Perry’s face registers confusion, and he says, “Wait—”
 I say, “See these tiny, crisscrossing marks right here by my hairline?” 
I take his hand and guide his fingers to my skull, ignoring the alarm on his face and resistance in his arm.
 “They’re from rat bites.”
 He jerks his fingers away and looks at me with naked disgust. 
 Ow. 
But I can do this. I can show Perry all my love.
 “When I was twelve, I used to hide in the basement of this one foster home. The guy and his lady neighbor pretended to be married so they could get foster money from the state. His name was Billy. Shitty place to live. Billy's idea of a garbage disposal was to throw food down there for the rats to eat. I would hide from him every third Wednesday of the month, and I thought if I lay still, the rats would get tired of biting me, but honestly, it wasn’t a great strategy. Twice, child and family services hospitalized me.” 
With one hand, I draw quotation marks in the air. “Scars.” 
All my love.
 “I know that this makes me seem creepy, because it is creepy. It’s disgusting. That’s why it’s one of my big secrets. This is me showing vulnerability, Perry, and if you look into my eyes right at this second, you will see I’m afraid of you thinking I am disgusting.”
 His face changes as he sees me, really sees.
 Shit. That was harder to say than I thought.
 “Your turn,” I say, as if I’ve been waiting for him to speak and my nod is additional encouragement to break his silence. “Something big.”
 Perry looks around us. “Vin, I never said—”
 “Go,” I say, adding the slightest urgency to my suggestion. “Do it fast.” 
He pauses.
 “C’mon, something big," I say in a commanding tone. “Go.”
 “I don’t cry,” he says, the words falling out of his mouth. “I mean, I can. I broke my hand playing softball when I was twenty-eight and I—no, no, honestly, I didn’t cry then. I swore a lot. That’s mine. I don’t cry anymore. I’ve even tried watching sad movies, but nothing.”
 “Could you ever?”
 “I cried some at my mom’s funeral,” he says, “but that’s the last I remember, ten years ago. I miss her all the time; I just don’t cry. I don’t know if that’s normal.” 
I nod and take this in. Good reveal. I say, “Your mom died when you were twenty-four?”
 He says, “Yeah.” “I’m sorry.”
 He steps back, careful to make sure he’s not bumping into anyone, and he glances around to see who may have overheard. The crowd fills in the gaps around us, but nobody’s eavesdropping, and the constant chatter around us muffles our conversation. Nevertheless, this uncomfortable turn of events has left a crease between us. 
I say, “Relax. It’s just a game to learn about each other.”
 He says, “No, of course.”
 His face and tone don’t match his casual words, a surprised discomfort lingering as he thinks about what he shared with a stranger. But his expression morphs quickly into something else. 
“Seriously, are those…?” His fingers move tentatively toward my skull, and I turn my head to give him free access.
 He slowly traces his way along my bristly hairline as his fingers tenderly express what verbally he cannot. He pushes over the blond spikes and stops to stroke the tiny canyons in my geography. I’ve run my fingers over them enough to understand that only the softest touch can fully trace the grooves.

 Fifteen minutes ago, this great tenderness would have been far too intimate for a first meeting in public, for how little we know each other. But we’ve crossed another threshold together. His repulsion is gone, replaced by sad curiosity. 
 “Does it hurt?”
 “Now? No. Just looks funky when you notice it.”
 “I didn’t see it until you pointed it out.”
 “Uh huh.” 
He presses harder, still in the realm of gentle, as he explores further. I hate it when anyone caresses these freakish souvenirs from a fucked-up childhood, yet I have to admit his fingertips soothe me. 

“Were you scared?”
 “Terrified.”
 “Wait, why were you hiding again?”
 “I hid from Billy, the guy who owned the house. He hated the rats, even though he fed them.” I can’t explain more than that. I think he’s had enough creepy stories for the night. A woman sidles up to the paintings and oohs in appreciation.
 “People suck,” Perry says slowly.
 “They really, really do.” Our new neighbor says, “Excuse me, who did this?” 
 “Richard Mangin,” I say, louder than necessary.
 Perry looks disappointed but nods.
 His arm falls away, and he takes a step back.
 “Is that a DalĂ­ reference?” the woman asks, a petite blond with dangly, gold bracelets way too big for her slender arms. 
Perry looks annoyed. I don’t mind; I didn’t want to get all chatty about me.
 Besides, it’s show time.


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